Refrain:

It’s been a long and cold December kind of day,

with our hearts and hands all busy in our private little wars.

We stand and watch each other now from separate shores;

we lose the way. I need to know today the way things should be in my head;

I need to know for once now the things that should be said.

I’ve got to learn to walk around as if I were not dead;

I’ve got to find a way to learn to live.

(Refrain)

I still get so distracted by the color of my skin;

I still get so upset now when I find that I don’t win.

I meet so many strangers; I’m so slow to take them in

I’ve got to find a way to really live.

(Refrain)

I stand so safe and sterile as I watch someone fall flat;

I’m silent with a person who’d like toknow just where I’m at.

With the aged and the lonely I can barely tip my hat;

I need to see the sin in “I don’t care.”

(Refrain)

I stand so smug and sure before the people I’ve out-guessed;

to let them all be who they are I still see as a test.

And when it all comes down to “must,” I’m sure my way is best.

I’ve got to find what “room” means in my heart.

(Refrain)

I walk and fall, myself alone, can’t tolerate a guide.

And when the camps split up I’m sure to put you on my side

and dare someone to challenge me and swear I will not hide.

I’ve got to find a better way to live.

(Refrain)

I mouth so many things, take so little time to weigh;

I’ve let it all slip by in the sweep of yesterday.

I can’t believe you mean it all to grace me on my way;

I’ve got to find a way to really live.

Lord, teach us to pray.

We still believe that we can find a better way.

Teach us to pray.

We lose the way.

Teach us to pray.

~Joseph Wise

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